“You didn’t say that a year ago.” My voice cracked towards the end while all the memories replayed in.
Kyle’s eyes softened, if that was even possible, considering how calm they were looking before anyway.
I guess they… saddened, sort of?
“Kiara…” He started to say, but I cut him off.
“It’s fine, I…I’m sorry. I should ha…have not brought that up. Uhm, s…so why do ponies not have ho…”
“Kiara, stop.” He chuckled tiredly, shaking his head.
“I have to say this. Once and for all. And I know saying this only tonight won’t replace so many things I did to you, but I’m willing to make each and every day better in replacement for those days back then.”
“Kyle, what are yo…”
“Can’t you shut up for once?!” He cut me off, in a serious voice.
He stood up and off the bed, running his fingers through his hair in frustration.
I sat up slowly, tilting my head in confusion like a little puppy.
He began to pace around the room, as he began again.
“Gosh, you don’t understand. I swear, you’re so annoying sometimes. No, you’re always annoying.”
“And before you even dare to take that as an insult,” He pointed at me,
“let me finish..”
I stayed quiet, hoping this wouldn’t go where I wouldn’t want this to go.
What the actual fvck is he going on about now?
“Kiara, you are like old, broken tape in my mind. When I see you, the world. It stops, it stops and everything that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring into your eyes. And wow, I have never said something even more cliche than that, but I don’t give a fvck! Because when we are together, there’s nothing else. No noise, no worries, no other people, no thoughts, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and everything vanishes. And I feel like everything’s finally perfect because there’s only you with me. Just you.And the way your smile just sends those sparks up my body. How that spark in your eyes just pierces straight through my heart, and I can’t do anything about it but stare.
And become breathless. But, you know? When you are gone, the world just starts to spin again, and I don’t like it. Gosh, I hate it! I can’t live in a place I’m not happy, and I realized that your my happiness. If only I had realized that sooner, then… then maybe, I wouldn’t have had to go through all the other moments in life without you. I could have had you then and now. But now, when you do things without me, whether it’s with just a friend or any guy on earth, I just walk around everything. And I wait to see you again, and wait for my world to stop again. And damn, I love it with my world stops. It’s the best fvcking feeling ever. And it’s the best feeling I have ever known and ever felt. That’s why you catch me watching you like such a creep, because I love how I want my world to stop and how only you can do that!