I took the knife and walk closer to where she was taking her shower, i open the cutton and saw her using sponge to wash her body but she cant see me because she is facing the wall and more over she cant open her eyes because of the soap on her eyes, i look her beautiful body from head to toe thinking why i want to end her, i enjoyed her body i enjoyed everything about her so i will just kill her like that in a cold blood, as i raise the knife up to slice her throat i started crying and my hand started shaking, it was like something is moving on my head because my head started paining me badly, but i wont stop and i must complete my mission.
I rais6e it up again and wanted to strike but i stop and as i wanted to drop the knife because i cant kill her, Adanna appear on my back with white robe,
Adanna: kill her now.
As i wanted to stab her my hands hang on the air and i tried to move it but i cant then she said.
Mercy: Ozila whats that.
I didnt know what to say and she bend down and started using water to wash her face to see whats going on so i quickly release my hand and the knife fell on the ground, i match it with my leg but still i cant move my hand.
She open her face and saw me standing there smiling.
Mercy: baby what are you doing here?
Me: i miss you so much that i cant help it but to stare.
Mercy: and why are you raising your hands up like as if you want to catch something.
Me: i wanted to hold you before you turn.
Mercy: hahaha you want to join me (she took my hands from the air and use it to touch her cheecks, ) am sorry i cant do anything am fasting and i need to remain holy.
Me: i understand sweetheart.
Mercy: good so get out of here let me finish bathing.
Me: yes my love.
I bend down and took the knife without she knowing and then i walked to the room and layed on the bed again what happen, i have failed and my mistress wont be happy at all, this is bad so i cant kill her now eeeh, sh6es fasting the only way i can succeed is to make her commit sin by sleeping with her and then i struck
to be continued